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MTA

jademarie — Fri, 19 Oct 2007 01:45:01 +0000

so i’m kind of upset with the MTA. this must be one of the most unreliable important factor in our society today. thousands of people take buses and trains everyday but the continue to screw up. i mean i don’t know whos fault it is but it is incredibly annoying. Today on my way home the 6 decided to go express to 14 street and no announcements were even made. it was very disturbing to me and became infuriated because i had to take the train back uptown cause it passed my stop. not only are they dysfunctional, but the amount of people taking the train everyday has become ridiculous. why are trains packed at 12 o’clock noon. don’t people have work and school? i know that many people aren’t in college and get out of school early or are that many people unemployed? no the question is, all these people, are they tourists? why is new york city so overcrowded

music

jademarie — Fri, 19 Oct 2007 01:35:25 +0000

i hate our music class! it is absolutely the worst class i have ever taken in my life. the professor is psychotic, loses our test papers, and actually thinks we are interested. okay maybe it is a little rude that no one shows any interest in what she is saying but it is torture! i am doing well in the class though, B on the first quiz and an A+ on the second. i have another quiz tomorrow and im not prepared at all. its so hard when you have so much school work, than try to balance a personal life and deal with issues at home. i am doing okay so far with time management but unfortunately the 6 train isn’t helping me get to class on time. music, oh i don’t even know why we have to take this class to graduate. i probably sound like a whining baby right now but it is the truth. it is torture

new boy =]

jademarie — Fri, 19 Oct 2007 01:28:04 +0000

so i’ve had a mini crush on the boy across the street from me since i moved into my house 5 years ago. the thing is he never spoke to me and i knew he was somewhat interested. it got me so upset cause he didn’t say anything to me. So one morning i was walking up the stairs to the train and i saw someone that looked like him. the whole day it was urking me cuz i didnt know if it was him or not. later on that night his sister imed me and asks if her brother can have my screen name. i actually got really excited which is unusual for me. since then we have been talking 24/7. its actually really cute but we shall see what happens…

i got to thinking…

jademarie — Fri, 05 Oct 2007 03:15:26 +0000

i got to thinking today, there’s a lot of things i need to do and keep on putting off. i don’t know why i do this but i do. it’s kinda insane when i think about it. A lot of readings to catch up on. 2 tests next week and i’m not caught up with the material. my orsem class? i can’t even do the hw cuz the website doesn’t want to work for me. ahh its so overwhelming. college is soo much like i expected except i wasn’t ready for all this work. it kinda just crept up on me. i need to get the stepping and get on all this work. im babbling and never really talk about anything special. oh gosh, time to work.

creative writing

jademarie — Wed, 03 Oct 2007 01:44:55 +0000

i got to thinking about my writing when you asked us today how we approached our essays. like i said in class, i leave everything til the last minute and must have completed my essay at 12 am this morning. my writing is very free, i absolutely hate to write formal essays that have to be correctly punctuated and in MLA style. I love asking questions. i love expressing every thought i have. i love going off into mini stories then realizing that i have gone completely off topic. i love to express myself basically and feel through creative assignments i can express myself best. Its so interesting to realize this because for someone who dreads writing papers, i absolutely love to write. i have a lot to say and not always someone to say it to. i guess that its good in a sense that my thoughts are coming out onto paper and not in a crazy, delinquent manner. im happy with my essay and hope i did a pretty good job. im kinda looking forward to future essays, did i just say that?

change is good right?

jademarie — Fri, 28 Sep 2007 03:33:09 +0000

So I’m obsessed with certain tv shows. I have my tv scheduled to record my obsessions. Today I saw Grey’s Anatomy, my all time favorite show. It’s just so intense and deep, I believed i cried today watching the show. It’s amazing how connected you can feel to a character on a tv show. Meredith Grey is the ultimate screwed up in the head type of girl, and that just makes viewers love her more (well at least me). I feel like i can relate to what she goes thru and that is so reassuring to know that im the only one that has issues. And Prison Break, one of the most exciting shows ever! i can barely stay in my seat cuz theres always something going on that has me in shock. i might sound like a loser that only watches tv but i swear im not lol. i might need to find something else that can fulfill my time besides the television set =/

blogging

jademarie — Sat, 08 Sep 2007 03:18:49 +0000

at first i was a bit skeptical about writing down what i feel so that many people all over the internet could read it. but i could honestly say that i kinda like it now. eventhough i know you’re basically the only one reading my blog right now laurie =] i guess it’s just kinda nice to express myself without getting an attitude or rude stares. since i was 3 years old, the only way i really knew how to express myself was through dance. now that i have stopped, i feel like a part of me died. almost as if i lost a best friend. dancing, for many years, was my best friend. i could dance when i was happy, upset, stressed out, basically i felt dance let me express all my emotions. not only do i want to start dancing again because im starting to gain weight now =/ but i’m still very interested in it. my high school’s dance program was so amazing. we had professional ballet and modern dancers as our dance teachers and brilliant pianists that provided live music every class, everyday. i might have taken it for granted for a while but i truly miss it now. hopefully when my schedule eases up a bit i can start taking some classes. now the question is, where am i gonna get the money to take these classes?

monogamy?

jademarie — Sat, 08 Sep 2007 03:00:54 +0000

I recently had an interesting conversation with a friend and the topic of monogamy arose. I was simply giving my opinions on “how all guys are the same,” you know the same old jibber jabber that every girl says. My friend then replied,”girls are just always so angry about this topic.” He then said something that triggered something in my mind. “Do you actually believe that all men cheat,” he said. In a weird way, i wanted to shout back “yes!” but refrained. I began to think about the concept of monogamy. Can one just have one partner during a certain period of time? is it really hard for people to do this? i have always wanted to believe that i would be able to find a partner who is a monogamist, but from past experiences and just watching people around me, it is hard for me to believe this. If you love someone, its spectacular! but can you actually pass up someone else that you found interest in? am i the only one thinking about this at the age of 18? lol. i always wanted to have one of those ”happily ever after” marriages, possible? im not too sure yet. every individual has their own morals and goals set for themselves. i guess the only way to find out if one is truly for real and not playing games, is to experience it all. date a lot, fall in love a couple of times, get your heart broken. because in the end we just learn from our mistakes right? then we will be able to differentiate the cheaters and the monogamists? let me not get ahead of myself…

Hello world!

jademarie — Thu, 06 Sep 2007 03:59:30 +0000

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